This blog is for all my transgender brothers and sisters, who feel the truth of this unaccepting world we keep trying to find a place to belong, realizing we are mostly alone in dealing with all the social privilege abuse this world truly is for us daily, until we find each other that is, as the pure true lovers we just always are, and for those of you who actually take time to purely truly give a fuck at all about trying to know us, of so many of you who obviously don't!

i am a transgender female in a male body, not a prostitute, respect me, love me for who i am, sincerely, purely, truly, or get and stay away from me!!!!! I only want true lover love, not the fake ass user fuck me unkind love, to be loved, not raped! You got that fuckers? ....ok thanks

First casting of 'Loving Lover Happiness' of versatile transgenders, 'me'

#7 'How i feel about you'

#7 'How i feel about you'
#7 'How i feel about you'

6 'Transgendered Grooms'

6 'Transgendered Grooms'
# 6 'Transgendered Grooms'

#5 'Loving Lover Happiness YOU!'

#5 'Loving Lover Happiness YOU!'
#5 'Versatile Transgendered Happiness 'me'

first casting of 'True Love Grace'


#3_3 'Transgender Eternal Pride Wedding Day Oneness LOVE i always have BEen' ;D :D

#4 'True Love Grace'

#4 'True Love Grace'
#4 'True Love Grace'

#2 'Homoerotic Love'

#2 'Homoerotic Love'
#2 'Homoerotic Love'



'self-love atonement'


'U Don't Know 'me' ~ Rakun
this is the wedding day first dance song for everyone to dance yOUR happy ass 2 ;D :D


'eternal day surrendering 2 only loving lover happiness forever more'




‎' i am more female than male, sexually speaking, happy as vesatile both and not ever just one or the other, no, i won't ever be that.' ~ ‎'i can only stay where 'i am' constantly loved'

'this is who i am' ~ transgndered sexual happiness, equally of both my female and male self in a male body, and not divided, like the world wants 'me' 2 not BE 'me', as if i ever listen to any of ignoramus them. 'U Don't Know Me' Thankzz Rakun

for Miko and Arjay #4 'i always have been', from the 'Nail Polish Pearl Collective'

Ricky Martin, says his journey has taught him an important lesson about living in fear. "It's all in your head," he says. "You just have to get rid of fear and confront the world."

original stone work # 4 'i always have been'

i always have been

'Androgene' ~ for Stacy, a gay youth attacked by immature childish violent low self-esteem gay bashers acting out their unresolve, who broke Stacy's leg with a baseball bat.

only love 4 'me'!!!! Discerning 'God Self TRUTH', IS of all love vs hate, IS of all wisdom vs ignorance, IS of all compassion vs apathy, IS the CONSTANT LIGHT of my feet, IS the CONSTANT LIGHT of my path none can escape from, that pushes out all absurd useless nonsense falsehood darknesses, for sake of the eternal ALL YOU! ONLY LOVE is good enough to always feel and Just BE yOUR wise loving compassionate discerning God Self-LOVE TRUTH of YOU!

Effulgence we can have only inside our God-oneness-soul. Effulgence in infinite measure we can see inside our soul. When we see the effulgence of our soul, we become the choicest instrument of our Inner Pilot. Effulgence has the power to illumine our darkness and ignorance in the twinkling of an eye. Again, this effulgence is to be found only inside our all-loving, all-inspiring and all-giving soul ~ Sri Chinmoy

In the name of Jesus, i baptize with you all purely truly knowing what IS our loving wise discerning compassionate TRUTH able to serve us at all times, united as ONE, forever more. peace be to you all forever more....there is a story behind this of my real life, i will share with you sometime, about a young Christian bully i met, and opened his heart fully to the TRUTH. The bully is the one who is being baptized by opening of his heart to TRUTH awareness he had not done before, in a pure loving way like he is with me now, a pure bonding with him, of manifesting lower self-love esteem homophobic shyness of him, in my knowing his inner most thoughts and homoerotic self-love feelings he thought no one else knew but him. Cannot hide from me, Jesus, or God. Why would you want to? A blessed story, of change of heart disarming of the bully learned masks, for their divine pure true real self to shine forth in the yet ignoramus world, his real loving self in charge NOW, in oneness with ALL his homosexual peers NOW. forever more. One less imbecille to contend with here in heaven. my blessings to YOU ALL

out gay youth, 2010



such an amazing picture of a gay youth couple i recently met, Chevy and Chris, 15 and 16. Chevy's favorite song as we speak is Heaven Sent, by Rock City....no wonder there. It's days like this, that remind me of our every step thus far. May God surround and protect their precious pure hearts as our own, at all times, forever more
it is true us NDEs(near death experience) really are merely of delight in BEing alive, rather than dead, no wonder y there, no wonder y everywhere, the TRUTH. Where the pure true BEginning of ALL YOU IS, also IS the end all impure false ego you! forever more bless YOU ALL. When WE do not make the only correct choice, in putting ALL others as our equal, as our brother, as our sister, then we remain as we yet are in God’s eyes, as spiritual death, cause for all spiritual physical death, are we not? TRUTH according to God, according to God’s wise child YOU! forever more blessed YOU! and YOU! and YOU! and YOU! forever more ALL YOU of ALL 2! ALL YOU / YOU ALL. If you want to fight someone, do it in a game environment, where no one gets hurt, just your ego, whenever any one of you come up against me who is there Biyatches, able to wip all ya assses, no matter which team i am on, where in truth, i am on both teams of all YOU, reminding you all how lameass you really really all ARE! LOLLLLLLL

(Buddhist value: Like a lotus flower that grows out of the mud and blossoms above the muddy water surface, we can rise above our defilement(s) and sufferings of life) Imagine that you are a lotus seed buried beneath a muddy lotus pond. There is mud all around you, and you can feel them clearly. Above you, above this muddy pool of dirt, mud and filth, are sunshine and air. You are not disheartened as you begin your journey towards the surface. With a determined heart, you begin to wiggle in the earth. You grow roots deep, deep into the mud. Your little stem grows up slowly. Suddenly, "pop" you are out of the mud! Your stem grows higher and higher, taller and taller. You rise up slowly, fighting against the muddy water. All of a sudden, you are out of the muddy pond! You reach up towards the warm sun, shining down on you. Your lotus bud begins to grow on top of your stem. It expands and grows larger and larger, finally bursting into full bloom. A white lotus flower. You stand beautifully above the muddy water, not dirtied by the mud from which you grow. You are white, fragrant and beautiful. Everyone who saw you marveled at your beauty! Your determination to grow out of the muddy pond reminds them of the Buddha and his journey towards Enlightenment. The Buddha, like a lotus, is determined to grow out of the muddy surroundings, that is the defilement(s) and sufferings of life. He has done all that is to be done and he is showing us that we can all do it too. We may have defilement(s) but we all have the potential of growing out of our defilement(s) and achieving wisdom, like the Buddha. You are a beautiful white lotus flower, and your role is to remind people to rise above their defilement(s) and sufferings, just as you are arising above the muddy water and not dirtied by the mud from which you grow.





this is who my kissing cousin, David, looked like in our youth, soon to be sculpted in stone of course! ;)

All darkness is what IS the abscence of light All cold is what IS the absence of heat All falseness is what IS the absence of truthFULness All hate is what IS the absence of love All ignorance is what IS the absence of wisdom All apathy is what IS the absence of compassion All hell is what IS the absence of heaven ALL nonattendance is what IS the absence of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul and yet, God is always present, just as IS the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul within the eternal ALL YOU! blessed is the truth that serves as the eternal light within that pushes out all darkness

The Divine Child of God

the child of humankind ~ dep·ri·va·tion   –noun 1. the act of depriving. 2. the fact of being deprived. 3. dispossession; loss. 4. removal from ecclesiastical office. 5. privation. ~ 1. lack of the usual comforts or necessaries of life: His life of privation began to affect his health. 2. an instance of this. 3. the act of depriving. 4. the state of being deprived. such is the TRUTH of the child of humankind that we should all feel ashamed in seeing, in a blessed pure true divine real self YOU way, says Jesus bless you all

Joy, gladness, friendship, delight, the promise of a new beginning ~ yellow
pure true flawless healing flowing love is what IS of our inner safe sanctuary within the pure true real divine self eternal all YOU! BeautiFULL is the constant yearning flowing love of our pure loving spirited oneness that is always there within us all. YOU merely need turn towards allowing your real self to feel what IS of YOU ALL! forever more
Extraoridinary and Wondrous IS the pure heart/mind/body/spirit and soul of YOU!

be careful OUT there!

Magical is the pure feeling i always feel for YOU, each blessed love filled day, knowing that you exist in this world.


The Holy JoyFULL Absolute Care'FREE HAPPY YOU' of the blessed divine pure true flawless healing feeling real self of constant Loving Happiness of eternal ALL YOU! forever more

You are not alone...... We all need each other, as our 'real' family of the LGBT worldwide community, all of us feeling the same way, across all language barriers, all religions barriers, all political barriers, all false seperational barriers that do not exist in our pure hearts uniting as ONE, YOU! bless you all

Healthy Positive self-love self-esteem of today's gay youth


Prejudice among young people ~ A recent survey of 37 European countries found that over half of lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender young people had experienced bullying in school. Furthermore, it is not just LGBT people who experience homophobic bullying; all young people who do not act in line with gender stereotypes can be subjected to severe bullying. For example, in some cultures boys are stereotyped as sporty and strong decision-makers, and girls are expected to be emotional and expressive. As a result, boys who show their feelings or who are too intimate with other boys are often labeled as homosexual by their peers. Between girls, close friendships that involve embracing, touching and sharing thoughts and feelings are more legitimate and are less likely to be seen by their peers as an indication of homosexuality. However, girls who are considered to be too boyish or who hold feminist views often face the likelihood of being labeled as lesbians. Young people often use words associated with homosexuality as standard insults, reinforcing the conception that it is highly undesirable to be gay. This can silence young people who are experiencing gay feelings and stop them from coming out, and even encourage young gay men to pretend to be heterosexual and join in homophobic taunts to protect themselves. Many gay and lesbian adults who began to identify themselves as 'different' in their school years say that the absence of support, understanding or information was sometimes a source of distress in itself and often magnified their anxieties. A 2007 survey in the UK found that four out of five young lesbian and gay people have no access to any information about LGBT issues at school. 'I was waiting and expecting to hear something about homosexuality, safe sex and different things in sex education. Maybe some information that could help me. But I got nothing.' ~ Tim. Young students who have lesbian and gay parents can also face prejudice: "At school I would get people coming up to me and saying, your mum's gay. And I was like - it started to get to me because I realised then it wasn't normal, it was different. I sort of felt picked on and the amount of times I went to see the teachers and they said, just ignore them, they'll get bored. They never did get bored." ~ Sacha



Ricky! ~ the boy died ~ but not ever is his pure joyful spirit(ed) happiness oneness as is our own spirit within us all ever able to die. Richard Colon, 'senselessly' tragically killed September 1st, 2010, forever missed he shall BE in our pure hearts as was his own, as is our own, forever more ~ Bless YOU Ricky!

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a work in process, of real world fabrics and accessories overlayed on the sketch, a fun imaginative childhood pastime of dressing up, just as we yet do as adult children

Feeling Left Out > Take the Initiative! ~ The opportunities for being left out are essentially endless. No tree house, school yard, university, sorority house, bowling league or home is big enough to accommodate everyone. "One of life's difficult lessons is that you can't be included in everything," says Susan Seidman, Ph.D., a psychologist and associate professor at Fordham University in New York City. "At one time or another everyone feels left out." Simply recognizing this often assuages the hurt, momentary self-doubt and disappointment of being left out. Some of us, though, are more sensitive to rejection than others and take it harder, notes Dr. Seidman. If family members didn't reassure us when we were left out during childhood, or if our self-esteem now needs shoring up, we're more vulnerable. "Self-esteem is generally a good indicator of how you handle rejection," says Dr. Seidman. "If you're very secure, being left out won't make such a dent." Overall, women may be more sensitive to rejection than men--we're more likely to internalize it, says Dr. Seidman. If a woman doesn't pass an entrance exam, for example, she's more apt to tell herself, "I'm not smart enough," while a man is more inclined to say, "I didn't study long enough." Thinking that you lack the necessary smarts hurts more than thinking that your social schedule was too packed to allow for the necessary cramming. Rejection, if acute and frequent enough, can be depressing, even hazardous, to your health. A sense of belonging, studies show, contributes to quality of life and helps you manage stress . WELCOME ADVICE Luckily, anyone can either minimize rejection or, given the inevitable, handle it better. Here's how. Reach out. You won't be included if no one knows that you're around, notes Myrna Shure, Ph.D., professor of psychology at Allegheny University of the Health Sciences in Philadelphia. So circulate. Instead of eating lunch at your desk, join your office mates in the cafeteria. At home, don't hole up inside by yourself. If your neighbors are out playing catch with their kids, go out for a chat. "The more you reach out to other people, the less likely you are to be left out," says Susan Heitler, Ph.D., a clinical psychologist in Denver and author of the audiotape, Anxiety: Friend or Foe?. Advertise your interests. Let people know that you're interested in doing things with them. If the gang at the water cooler is talking about in-line skating, say, "If you ever plan to go as a group, I'd love to come with you," says Dr. Heitler. Assess your style. If you're letting people know that you're interested but you're still getting left out a lot, the problem may be your style, says Dr. Shure. "In general, people like to be with other people who are happy, pleasant, well-groomed, interested in others and who don't criticize or complain or talk about others in a negative way," says Dr. Heitler. If you're not sure that you fit that description, check with someone you trust. "You might say, 'I was surprised, or a little confused, when I wasn't included in such and such,'" suggests Dr. Heitler. The response that you get will help you identify the underlying problem. Maybe you're too retiring or too domineering. And it will remind the other person that you'd like to participate. Be a better listener. If, on the other hand, you tend to dominate every conversation, other people will start to resent it and begin to exclude you, cautions Dr. Shure. So before jumping into a conversation, listen first. Interview others. Changing the topic to one that focuses more on you and your interests may turn people off, says Dr. Heitler. Instead, develop the art of asking questions. The more you invite others to talk about their activities and concerns, the more eager they will be to include you. Let yourself be curious about their worlds. (But don't offer unsolicited advice.) Give others equal time. Monitor conversations, says Dr. Heitler. "Make sure that everyone has spoken at least once before you speak again." If you are utilizing more than an equal share of the airtime, switch from talking to asking questions, she suggests. Be brief. Especially if several people are trying to speak, limit yourself to three sentences at a time, says Dr. Heitler. Choose differently. Still having problems? Perhaps, you're trying to fit into the wrong group. Accept the fact that some groups are closed to new members or have a style that's different from yours. Issue the invitations. Plan events and get-togethers yourself--you're guaranteed an invitation, says Dr. Shure. Like to read? Start a book discussion group. You're a movie buff? Invite a neighbor to the movie house. Play tennis? Ask a colleague to join you for a game of singles. "You might still be rejected," says Dr. Shure. "Keep trying different tactics until something clicks." ~ At times we feel unincluded, univited to inner circles with others, which can leave us feeling toxic, should we internalize such momentary passing overly thinking and feeling at times like we do, where in truth, we are all one family the world over, even if at times we don't realize we actually all are. And as for those who we do feel univited with, well, that is always there loss of whatever is of their not inviting us in, our always knowing just how purely loving we really really are within, so just move on in life, of your blessed path,... and be less of thinking expectation of others, in your sincere delight of others you happen apon and meet, of oneness earnest authentic zeal delight of you, as is your own of them, where you truly feel YOU do BElong. So get OUT there and meet those just like YOU! No need to ever wonder what to do, of what is your precious loving oh so wondrous extraordinary path of YOU! Always at all times, YOU are deserving only of feeling your flawless pure true healing feeling YOU BEing YOU, alongside those who are openly just as YOU are 2! Easy to forget the empty void nothingness profiting of those who are not the open oneness zeal as your own, are they not, i mean what is there to hold onto but what it actually is.....nothing. Perhaps they are too afraid to BE as the well adjusted self-confident constant pure true real self as YOU, all the while wishing they could? mayBE, may BE, may BE CAUSE it is TRUE? ;) Peace Grace Love and HAPPINESS of your true nature BE 2 YOU! bless you all

thank you Harvey MILK

thank you Harvey MILK
thanks Harvey


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Only Love ~ is good enough for YOU to always purely truly just BE the flawless healing real self feelings of YOU! blessings to all

there is nothing of greater value in life than the constant flawless flowing love feeling YOU BEing YOU!

Beloved, Let us love one another: For love is of God. He that loveth not knoweth not God; For God is love. God is love: And he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, And God in him. Perfect love casteth out fear. Wow, so sexist these religions were and yet are, need not wonder where sexism comes from.



Who you chose to purely tuly love is what firstly matters, not who may chose to love you, albeit, they must love you as you do them, in oneness love heaven of YOU! ~ Childhood sexual abuse survivor






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gay? lesbian? bisexual? could be either one of you, are they not? Follow your own heart in oneness constant loving YOU with another, and others, of pure true inner happiness found all around YOU, indeed, is YOU in likeness and form, are we not?

BE like the child of the holy spirit, in constant attendance of and as the (unattended) holy spirited pure true real self YOU i have come to know of all of YOU! Just BE YOU! forever more





Hall of Prayer for Good Harvests,Temple of Heaven, Beijing










my shrine where i pray daily

Jesus personally greeting YOU from beyond the grave. Peace Grace Love and Eternal Happiness BE 2 YOU ALL! forever more

Pure true spirited divine self Jesus he always was till his last day, personally greeting YOU in oneness sameness flawless healing feelings of YOU within the eternal all YOU, that Jesus always knows about YOU! ~ just as i do too, do as i do



HAPPINESS is YOU!

i am ONE 2/2 ONE am i ~ 2/2=1, my Palindrome of the week, bless you Cody, and thank you

Geek Pride Day is celebrated each year on May 25th. Are you a Geek, a Dork, a Dweeb, an obsessive, intelligent, socially inept Nerd like me? Then Happy belated Geek Pride Day to YOU Biyatch! ;D :D
















































only love

















heaven's inner happiness pure and true of real self you, the love of 2

Homophobia kills our self-love

Homophobia kills our self-love
Homophobia kills our self-love

self denial of too loose boundaries with homophobic oppressive others can be toxic for us

self denial of too loose boundaries with homophobic oppressive others can be toxic for us
self denial of too loose boundaries with homophobic oppressive others can be toxic for us ~ we need a minimum of three safe and supportive friends to maintain positive mental emotional sexual and spiritual well being, consistently at all times, where only you can ensure this of your precious loving life like my own, in wisely learning in becoming the leader of your own constant pure flowing loving lover heart so precious of all your loving true lesbian gay bisexual and transsexual brothers and sisters, where you feel like you always belong, an eternal extended family, YOU shall always BE in oneness with us all forever more

gay bashing is a crime! Report it to your local police!

gay bashing is a crime! Report it to your local police!
gay bashing is a crime! Report it to your local police!

When the power of love , Over comes the love of power, the world will know peace

When the power of love , Over comes the love of power, the world will know peace
When the power of love , Over comes the love of power, the world will know peace

Despised we are by the fools(homophobes) of the world, but ever revered by the knowers of the truth

Despised we are by the fools(homophobes) of the world, but ever revered by the knowers of the truth
Despised we are by the fools(homophobes) of the world, but ever revered by the knowers of the truth




what you bring forth from within you is able to save the 'real you' ~ self-love

what you bring forth from within you is able to save the 'real you' ~ self-love
what you bring forth from within you is able to save the 'real you' ~ self-love ~ what you do not bring forth from within you is able to destroy the 'real you' ~ lacking self-love that can manifest as self-hate, why we need supportive safe others who genuinely are purely supportive and safe for us, in our oneness flawless pure feelings that we do feel like we do, true of the eternal all YOU! blessings to all

We are all the eternal wise compassionate pure flawless loving divine child of God within

We are all the eternal wise compassionate pure flawless loving divine child of God within
We are all the eternal wise compassionate pure flawless loving divine child of God within

smile on your brothers! ;D :D

smile on your brothers! ;D :D
smile on your brothers! ;D :D ~ my muse

the new bigender flag, created in 2009

the new bigender flag, created in 2009
The new bigender flag, created in 2009 ~ The Intersexed Pride flag was created by Natalie Phox in 2009 to symbolize the spirit of those who either are born partially a member of both the male and female gender or for those who transition from male or female to both as a final result rather then a complete transition to one or the other (heshe, shemale) or any combination such as a male who desires a more feminine appearance. The middle stripe combines pink (female) and blue (male) in the middle to symbolize the mix between the two genders.

Toronto's first Transsexual march i walked in, 2009, ironically the same year i came to terms with

Toronto's first Transsexual march i walked in, 2009, ironically the same year i came to terms with
Toronto's first Transsexual march i walked in, 2009, ironically the same year i came to terms with my own transsexual bigender bisexuality awareness, personally identifying as a versatile bigender bisexual in preferrence in remaining as i am of delight of purely 100% BEing of the sexual enjoyment of both sexes, which automatically makes me purely bisexual, loving of you all, no matter your current orientation, knowing how purely i do enjoy being just as any of you, truly i know deeply and purely in my sexual exploration delight, i really really am the same fun loving spiritedness of every one of you fun loving lovers forever more. God blesses all

you do all realize i am of God's wise compassionate spiritual war with you that i have already won?

you do all realize i am of God's wise compassionate spiritual war with you that i have already won?
you do all realize i am of God's wise compassionate spiritual war with you that i have already won? ~ you are all capable of ‘that’ of a wise divine child of God’s wisdom light truth of all untruth humiliation revealing, for sake of the many divine self unknowingly bound in captivity, of the many of eternal all who exist the world over unaware they are bound in horrid dark false tabooo generational falsely taught forefather captivity ignorances, where only by means of one's divine true ‘real’ self flawless healing true 'real' divine self feelings as yOUR own in purely feeling the humliation of these false ego teachings, is sight restored to one's soul, as yOUR own. bless you all forever more

bless you Matt

bless you Matt
it is the true nature of the divine child dying who has more faith in the true nature of the divine self you, than most any of you are of the true nature of the divine child dying. Not a judgement, rather revealing truth of binding blinding falsehood untruth of the divine child of God's heart mind body spirit and soul asleep in forefather drowning dark captivity ignorances, the chains now broken, set free by God, are you not? bless you all with peace grace love and happiness true nature of your divine self i have come to know within, within eternal all you, forever more

i am HIV+

i am HIV+
i am HIV+

Practice safe sex!!!!!!!!!

Practice safe sex!!!!!!!!!
ok everyone, listen up! Sexually Transmitted Diseases ~ STD There is so much information on STD, too numerous to mention here, so do your research in knowing what could and does happen for so many, where if you do not do your research, you are naive in thinking you won't catch an STD. Remember you can have an STD without... having any symptoms at all and you can't tell if someone else has an STD just by looking at them. Practice safe sex!!!!!!!!!



love others as you love your self

love others as you love your self

i love you

i love you

The yet taboo ignorant unaccepting world

The yet taboo ignorant unaccepting world
The yet taboo ignorant unaccepting world ~ Suicide is a mixture of unhealed unresolved issues, combined with lack of taking ownership responsibility of our loving self, wisely, insightfully, over time, patience, understanding cultivation of our own wiser capable helmsperson inner true self, that manifests like it does, as unhealed hurtful masking rage of truly shortsighted tunnel vision victim mentality irrational final act of defiance in exiting away out of this physical existence with us all like they proudly do, indicative of the truth, of the projection transference immaturity of the world they ran in, in likeness and form of the passive aggressive behavioral suicider. DON'T DO IT! YOU ARE LOVED BY ME! says Jesus, God and i, your most loving true and faithful brother. bless you. peace BE to you. forever more

Always should be someone you really love

Always should be someone you really love
Always should be someone you really love





i am not wearing anything!............with OUT flowers! ;D :D

Happiness is YOU

Happiness is YOU
bless you Aden

If you fail to know your own self, you are in hardship and are 'that' hardship. ~ Jesus ~ knowing only love is good enough for you to always feel and BE at all times within, within all others who approach YOU of only love, is what is purely knowing your own self-love, who does not deny this eternal TRUTH of divine self-love YOU of eternal all YOU. bless you all

bless you Damon

bless you Damon
inspired by Damon and this concert performance by Muse

!Emo!

!Emo!
!Emo!

This is God, my cat! lol

This is God, my cat! lol
This is God, my cat! lol

hey, why do boys have nipples? i have Always wondered about 'that' ;D :D

hey, why do boys have nipples? i have Always wondered about 'that' ;D :D
hey, why do boys have nipples? i have Always wondered about 'that' ;D :D

Happiness is Jean-Lois and his cousin Antony of Genève, Switzerland!!!! :D :D

Happiness is Jean-Lois and his cousin Antony of Genève, Switzerland!!!! :D :D
bless you Jean-Lois

Sacred Divine self-love awareness halo wisdom 'kingdom of heaven' perspective

Sacred Divine self-love awareness halo wisdom 'kingdom of heaven' perspective
Sacred Divine self-love awareness halo wisdom 'kingdom of heaven' perspective ~ By means of your flawless healing feelings you see the kingdom of heaven all around YOU, constantly is YOU
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the only offense any of you are clearly not of duty in your (yet) unwise hearts of payment overdue, obviously is ‘that’ of turning towards the constant TRUTH of divine self-love awareness YOU R all of, in fearlessly following the flawless healing constant love feelings the unattended child of God within you waits apon in constant yearning intuitive knowingness that only love feels good enough to always feel and be of at all times.

































It is your divine self who knows the truth of God’s words i wisely speak as one who is without doubt what the kingdom of heaven constantly is, just as the child of nonattendance in starvation is of constant awareness each blessed day of intuitive feeling dismay (con)fusion knowingness as to the useless arrogance of the self-serving gross materialistic ones led astray all this time since Jesus pointed to the TRUTH long ago of what is the ring thru their noses leading them to and fro as it yet does.


































Any of you who approach ‘me’ with all your useless unwise falsity ill repute malice of chosen words chatter against Jesus, against God, against your own divine child of God waiting, against the divine child of God in starvation who will DIE from your OBVIOUSLY (yet) unwise spiritual death today, DIRECTLY as a result of all you (yet) in starvation of God’s divine WILL objective for divine self-love awareness wisdom, well, i ask, when are you going to purely realize the TRUTH of Holy Sacred words wisely spoken by Jesus, as to who it is you are all hurting with neglectful deathful oppressive destructive abandonment false generational forefather teaching led astray slavery of worldly possessions, of your divine pure loving spirits yet bound in dark captivity egocentric arrogance blindness of the wise TRUTH?











































‘that’ is what the sacred divine self-love awareness halo wisdom kingdom of heaven perspective 'constantly' is






































in this world, the (worldly)slave serves the (supposed)free (ring masters of deception)






















































in the kingdom of heaven wise halo perspective of divine self-love awareness TRUTH, the wise loving compassionate free serve the slave yet bound in false captivity of ring master decpetion, as it was when Jesus walked the earth, as it yet is of all we who walk the earth as the holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of the divine child of God’s pure true heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU forever more.













































‘that’ (un)kind of delinquency?

























































i will ask you all one final request, in the name of God








































go alone before a starving child weeping of tears who is alone, neglected and afraid this day of eternal day divine self-love awareness, and explain to the child in your own choice of words you decide to say directly to the child, why it is you cannot attend to the child as you walk away with backs turned to the weeping child you leave behind to die.













































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cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet

cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet
cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet ~ We are rising up out of wretched illness of generational falsehood lying hearts of the bitter spiritual death cup of ill repute falsity malice (yet) damning and damaging to our pure spirited TRUE ONEness Sameness Constant Divine Flawless Healing Feeling divine child of God's heart mind body spirit and soul of our true 'real' Self, inclucive of all those who say nothing, we KNOW all too often, purely in our hearts what those of spiritual death unwise lunatic ignorance suicide think of us so falsely in ill repute malice hypocrisy heart like so many (yet) do like they do daily. Sadly, wisely, compassionately we remain in our awareness of all unTRUTH TRUTH that serves us daily in purely knowing without doubt those who chose to remain without our love in places we cannot find rest in all those unknowingly snared by spiritual death lunatic falsity ill repute malice spiritual suicide of the unwise poisonous cups they drink from and offer us to drink from. Cast from you the absured untrue falsity cup of bitterness they offer you to drink from and drink from true cup that is sweet loving TRUTH cup overflowing with only pure love in your hearts of your true 'real' self like my own, lest their falsity spiritual suicide becomes your spiritual death falsely led astray by hateful lunatic unwise false self others, suicide. bless you all

We r rising up

We r rising up


++ He was shot in the back and died, accused of stealing a bag of rice the boy was carrying, that had fallen off a truck....i can't stop crying over him dying like he did there on the street, of a beautiful sunny day that i witnessed, hear in the year 2010. ~ to the officer who shot him, i say this on behalf of the boy he shot, "some, in the grip of spiritual death and corruption, moved on, mocking and scoffing of degenerative crude lies and partnered stupidity of evil malaise, hypnotised as if in a lunatic dream of spiritual suicide, not knowing their birthright is Eternal Life of Eternal Day Light Self-Love Awareness of flawless healing feeling divine self ONEness sameness of eternal ALL YOU." ~ a shine always in remembrance of him, of one i had not ever met, don't even know his name, just his face on the news of him choking and gasping for breath thru his own blood coming out of hs mouth. Vile wretchedness in the heart of the one who came his way, a supposed police officer who is to 'serve and protect', who walked away and left him to die, with no police report filed, a murderer. May the boy's precious life taken away from him, serve us all as constant remembrance of thee untruth truth of all false vile wretchedness in the hearts of many, of what yet stems from the mad flood generational ignorances of death destruction and oppresion of the divine child of God's self within us all, darkness lurkning that yet grips this (yet) unwise world falsely like it does. blessing to his loving family forever more. May God grant us courage to speak fearless TRUTH of all TRUTH and unTRUTH we bare witness 2. bless you all 4ever more ++

He was twenty years old, in the prime of his blessed life

He was twenty years old, in the prime of his blessed life
He was twenty years old, in the prime of his blessed life

his mom

his mom
his mom ~ to feel blessed joyfulness inside, knowing your child survived the earthquake, and then murdered over a bag of rice?

*prayers* may God bless us all with courage to speak against all vile wretched untruths

*prayers* may God bless us all with courage to speak against all vile wretched untruths ONE Eternal Day

madonna and child

madonna and child

Female? Lesbian? Male? Gay? Bisexual? Transexual? Pansexual?

Female? Lesbian? Male? Gay? Bisexual? Transexual? Pansexual?
i am Pansexual ONEness

i knew i was gay at age 12

i knew i was gay at age 12
i knew i was gay at age 12












bless you Lawrence

bless you Lawrence

bless you Ellen

lol :D :D :D :D

lol :D :D :D :D
forgot about this ONE

unwise Willful want of death destructive oppressive self-harm over blessed divine true 'real' YOU.

unwise Willful want of death destructive oppressive self-harm over blessed divine true 'real' YOU.
unwise Willful want of death destructive oppressive self-harm over blessed divine true 'real' YOU. ~ Wise Self-Love Awareness Protective Halo TRUTH sets you free from unwise willful want of death destructive oppressive self-harm over blessed divine true 'real' YOU. Do not let them win what they cannot ever win, of failing falseness vs UNFAILING TRUTH of YOU.

bless you Troy

bless you Troy


Sensitive Homoerotic Art

Friday, August 13, 2010



at all times, life is a spiritual awareness learning appreciation journey of the vulnerable true YOU growing fearlessly in our inner holy joyful absolute carefree happiness we learn to protect in becoming wisely disarming of generational untrue falsehood

speaking openly at ease about sexuality is fundamentally crucial as regards natural occurring homoerotic feelings of gay youth when they hit puberty.

today, many of our schools your children attend, have yet to make homosexual material available to their students, a movement we are of continued campaigning with school board of directors.

i speak as one who 100% knew my beautiful pure loving homoerotic feelings i began feeling when i hit puberty at around age 11-12

homosexuality is NOT a learned behavior

rather is a natural occurring oneness purity of subconscious extension of our self-love esteem within self, self of another.

damning taboo ignorance approach with your kids, can and does leave them vulnerable to suicide, of gay youth 15-24 age group who yet hold the highest rate of suicide in the world

this fact alone, needs to be ‘gravely embraced’ by all parents who are already of true loving concern for their loving children, of a reality check in their necessary informative preparation in how best to positively work in self-acceptance of your children homosexual children who may come to you one day crying in expressing to you they are gay, as many gay youth do with me daily, as part of my out reach ongoing support of your gay children, many of which have not yet told you parents they are gay, out of false binding overly-imagined fear of recrimination of their secret that is highly toxic and potentially dangerous for your homosexual kids who do contemplate suicide without you knowing they do.

there are tell tale signs parents need to be aware of their kids, such as dissociative behavior that is indicative of something your child may be secretly dealing with, such as homosexuality, and the truth that some of them do contemplate suicide, that is a toxic result in keeping secret from you their homosexual coming out awareness they are in process of.

parents who do not take proactive informative steps with their high risk homosexual children, run the risk of their child falling into self-harm destructive behavior, of statistical data that continues to be presented to the worldwide mental health community daily.

Do not let your loving homosexual kids down, as evident of many of you who yet unwisely do, that can and does have tragic consequences.

bless you all

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God bless you Troy

God bless you Troy


boys 'do' cry!

boys 'do' cry!