Holy Joyful Absolute Carefree Happiness!: A Mysterious Female Deity, stressing the importance of the essential "I Am-ness(es)".

In the name of Jesus, i baptize with you all purely truly knowing what IS our loving wise discerning compassionate TRUTH able to serve us at all times, united as ONE, forever more. peace be to you all forever more....there is a story behind this of my real life, i will share with you sometime, about a young Christian bully i met, and opened his heart fully to the TRUTH. The bully is the one who is being baptized by opening of his heart to TRUTH awareness he had not done before, in a pure loving way like he is with me now, a pure bonding with him, of manifesting lower self-love esteem homophobic shyness of him, in my knowing his inner most thoughts and homoerotic self-love feelings he thought no one else knew but him. Cannot hide from me, Jesus, or God. Why would you want to? A blessed story, of change of heart disarming of the bully learned masks, for their divine pure true real self to shine forth in the yet ignoramus world, his real loving self in charge NOW, in oneness with ALL his homosexual peers NOW. forever more. One less imbecille to contend with here in heaven. my blessings to YOU ALL

it is true us NDEs(near death experience) really are merely of delight in BEing alive, rather than dead, no wonder y there, no wonder y everywhere, the TRUTH. Where the pure true BEginning of ALL YOU IS, also IS the end all impure false ego you! forever more bless YOU ALL. When WE do not make the only correct choice, in putting ALL others as our equal, as our brother, as our sister, then we remain as we yet are in God’s eyes, as spiritual death, cause for all spiritual physical death, are we not? TRUTH according to God, according to God’s wise child YOU! forever more blessed YOU! and YOU! and YOU! and YOU! forever more ALL YOU of ALL 2! ALL YOU / YOU ALL. If you want to fight someone, do it in a game environment, where no one gets hurt, just your ego, whenever any one of you come up against me who is there Biyatches, able to wip all ya assses, no matter which team i am on, where in truth, i am on both teams of all YOU, reminding you all how lameass you really really all ARE! LOLLLLLLL

(Buddhist value: Like a lotus flower that grows out of the mud and blossoms above the muddy water surface, we can rise above our defilement(s) and sufferings of life) Imagine that you are a lotus seed buried beneath a muddy lotus pond. There is mud all around you, and you can feel them clearly. Above you, above this muddy pool of dirt, mud and filth, are sunshine and air. You are not disheartened as you begin your journey towards the surface. With a determined heart, you begin to wiggle in the earth. You grow roots deep, deep into the mud. Your little stem grows up slowly. Suddenly, "pop" you are out of the mud! Your stem grows higher and higher, taller and taller. You rise up slowly, fighting against the muddy water. All of a sudden, you are out of the muddy pond! You reach up towards the warm sun, shining down on you. Your lotus bud begins to grow on top of your stem. It expands and grows larger and larger, finally bursting into full bloom. A white lotus flower. You stand beautifully above the muddy water, not dirtied by the mud from which you grow. You are white, fragrant and beautiful. Everyone who saw you marveled at your beauty! Your determination to grow out of the muddy pond reminds them of the Buddha and his journey towards Enlightenment. The Buddha, like a lotus, is determined to grow out of the muddy surroundings, that is the defilement(s) and sufferings of life. He has done all that is to be done and he is showing us that we can all do it too. We may have defilement(s) but we all have the potential of growing out of our defilement(s) and achieving wisdom, like the Buddha. You are a beautiful white lotus flower, and your role is to remind people to rise above their defilement(s) and sufferings, just as you are arising above the muddy water and not dirtied by the mud from which you grow.

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All darkness is what IS the abscence of light All cold is what IS the absence of heat All falseness is what IS the absence of truthFULness All hate is what IS the absence of love All ignorance is what IS the absence of wisdom All apathy is what IS the absence of compassion All hell is what IS the absence of heaven ALL nonattendance is what IS the absence of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul and yet, God is always present, just as IS the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul within the eternal ALL YOU! blessed is the truth that serves as the eternal light within that pushes out all darkness

the child of humankind ~ dep·ri·va·tion –noun 1. the act of depriving. 2. the fact of being deprived. 3. dispossession; loss. 4. removal from ecclesiastical office. 5. privation. ~ 1. lack of the usual comforts or necessaries of life: His life of privation began to affect his health. 2. an instance of this. 3. the act of depriving. 4. the state of being deprived. such is the TRUTH of the child of humankind that we should all feel ashamed in seeing, in a blessed pure true divine real self YOU way, says Jesus bless you all

Prejudice among young people ~ A recent survey of 37 European countries found that over half of lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender young people had experienced bullying in school. Furthermore, it is not just LGBT people who experience homophobic bullying; all young people who do not act in line with gender stereotypes can be subjected to severe bullying. For example, in some cultures boys are stereotyped as sporty and strong decision-makers, and girls are expected to be emotional and expressive. As a result, boys who show their feelings or who are too intimate with other boys are often labeled as homosexual by their peers. Between girls, close friendships that involve embracing, touching and sharing thoughts and feelings are more legitimate and are less likely to be seen by their peers as an indication of homosexuality. However, girls who are considered to be too boyish or who hold feminist views often face the likelihood of being labeled as lesbians. Young people often use words associated with homosexuality as standard insults, reinforcing the conception that it is highly undesirable to be gay. This can silence young people who are experiencing gay feelings and stop them from coming out, and even encourage young gay men to pretend to be heterosexual and join in homophobic taunts to protect themselves. Many gay and lesbian adults who began to identify themselves as 'different' in their school years say that the absence of support, understanding or information was sometimes a source of distress in itself and often magnified their anxieties. A 2007 survey in the UK found that four out of five young lesbian and gay people have no access to any information about LGBT issues at school. 'I was waiting and expecting to hear something about homosexuality, safe sex and different things in sex education. Maybe some information that could help me. But I got nothing.' ~ Tim. Young students who have lesbian and gay parents can also face prejudice: "At school I would get people coming up to me and saying, your mum's gay. And I was like - it started to get to me because I realised then it wasn't normal, it was different. I sort of felt picked on and the amount of times I went to see the teachers and they said, just ignore them, they'll get bored. They never did get bored." ~ Sacha

Feeling Left Out > Take the Initiative! ~ The opportunities for being left out are essentially endless. No tree house, school yard, university, sorority house, bowling league or home is big enough to accommodate everyone. "One of life's difficult lessons is that you can't be included in everything," says Susan Seidman, Ph.D., a psychologist and associate professor at Fordham University in New York City. "At one time or another everyone feels left out." Simply recognizing this often assuages the hurt, momentary self-doubt and disappointment of being left out. Some of us, though, are more sensitive to rejection than others and take it harder, notes Dr. Seidman. If family members didn't reassure us when we were left out during childhood, or if our self-esteem now needs shoring up, we're more vulnerable. "Self-esteem is generally a good indicator of how you handle rejection," says Dr. Seidman. "If you're very secure, being left out won't make such a dent." Overall, women may be more sensitive to rejection than men--we're more likely to internalize it, says Dr. Seidman. If a woman doesn't pass an entrance exam, for example, she's more apt to tell herself, "I'm not smart enough," while a man is more inclined to say, "I didn't study long enough." Thinking that you lack the necessary smarts hurts more than thinking that your social schedule was too packed to allow for the necessary cramming. Rejection, if acute and frequent enough, can be depressing, even hazardous, to your health. A sense of belonging, studies show, contributes to quality of life and helps you manage stress . WELCOME ADVICE Luckily, anyone can either minimize rejection or, given the inevitable, handle it better. Here's how. Reach out. You won't be included if no one knows that you're around, notes Myrna Shure, Ph.D., professor of psychology at Allegheny University of the Health Sciences in Philadelphia. So circulate. Instead of eating lunch at your desk, join your office mates in the cafeteria. At home, don't hole up inside by yourself. If your neighbors are out playing catch with their kids, go out for a chat. "The more you reach out to other people, the less likely you are to be left out," says Susan Heitler, Ph.D., a clinical psychologist in Denver and author of the audiotape, Anxiety: Friend or Foe?. Advertise your interests. Let people know that you're interested in doing things with them. If the gang at the water cooler is talking about in-line skating, say, "If you ever plan to go as a group, I'd love to come with you," says Dr. Heitler. Assess your style. If you're letting people know that you're interested but you're still getting left out a lot, the problem may be your style, says Dr. Shure. "In general, people like to be with other people who are happy, pleasant, well-groomed, interested in others and who don't criticize or complain or talk about others in a negative way," says Dr. Heitler. If you're not sure that you fit that description, check with someone you trust. "You might say, 'I was surprised, or a little confused, when I wasn't included in such and such,'" suggests Dr. Heitler. The response that you get will help you identify the underlying problem. Maybe you're too retiring or too domineering. And it will remind the other person that you'd like to participate. Be a better listener. If, on the other hand, you tend to dominate every conversation, other people will start to resent it and begin to exclude you, cautions Dr. Shure. So before jumping into a conversation, listen first. Interview others. Changing the topic to one that focuses more on you and your interests may turn people off, says Dr. Heitler. Instead, develop the art of asking questions. The more you invite others to talk about their activities and concerns, the more eager they will be to include you. Let yourself be curious about their worlds. (But don't offer unsolicited advice.) Give others equal time. Monitor conversations, says Dr. Heitler. "Make sure that everyone has spoken at least once before you speak again." If you are utilizing more than an equal share of the airtime, switch from talking to asking questions, she suggests. Be brief. Especially if several people are trying to speak, limit yourself to three sentences at a time, says Dr. Heitler. Choose differently. Still having problems? Perhaps, you're trying to fit into the wrong group. Accept the fact that some groups are closed to new members or have a style that's different from yours. Issue the invitations. Plan events and get-togethers yourself--you're guaranteed an invitation, says Dr. Shure. Like to read? Start a book discussion group. You're a movie buff? Invite a neighbor to the movie house. Play tennis? Ask a colleague to join you for a game of singles. "You might still be rejected," says Dr. Shure. "Keep trying different tactics until something clicks." ~ At times we feel unincluded, univited to inner circles with others, which can leave us feeling toxic, should we internalize such momentary passing overly thinking and feeling at times like we do, where in truth, we are all one family the world over, even if at times we don't realize we actually all are. And as for those who we do feel univited with, well, that is always there loss of whatever is of their not inviting us in, our always knowing just how purely loving we really really are within, so just move on in life, of your blessed path,... and be less of thinking expectation of others, in your sincere delight of others you happen apon and meet, of oneness earnest authentic zeal delight of you, as is your own of them, where you truly feel YOU do BElong. So get OUT there and meet those just like YOU! No need to ever wonder what to do, of what is your precious loving oh so wondrous extraordinary path of YOU! Always at all times, YOU are deserving only of feeling your flawless pure true healing feeling YOU BEing YOU, alongside those who are openly just as YOU are 2! Easy to forget the empty void nothingness profiting of those who are not the open oneness zeal as your own, are they not, i mean what is there to hold onto but what it actually is.....nothing. Perhaps they are too afraid to BE as the well adjusted self-confident constant pure true real self as YOU, all the while wishing they could? mayBE, may BE, may BE CAUSE it is TRUE? ;) Peace Grace Love and HAPPINESS of your true nature BE 2 YOU! bless you all

self denial of too loose boundaries with homophobic oppressive others can be toxic for us

self denial of too loose boundaries with homophobic oppressive others can be toxic for us ~ we need a minimum of three safe and supportive friends to maintain positive mental emotional sexual and spiritual well being, consistently at all times, where only you can ensure this of your precious loving life like my own, in wisely learning in becoming the leader of your own constant pure flowing loving lover heart so precious of all your loving true lesbian gay bisexual and transsexual brothers and sisters, where you feel like you always belong, an eternal extended family, YOU shall always BE in oneness with us all forever more

the new bigender flag, created in 2009

The new bigender flag, created in 2009 ~ The Intersexed Pride flag was created by Natalie Phox in 2009 to symbolize the spirit of those who either are born partially a member of both the male and female gender or for those who transition from male or female to both as a final result rather then a complete transition to one or the other (heshe, shemale) or any combination such as a male who desires a more feminine appearance. The middle stripe combines pink (female) and blue (male) in the middle to symbolize the mix between the two genders.

Toronto's first Transsexual march i walked in, 2009, ironically the same year i came to terms with

Toronto's first Transsexual march i walked in, 2009, ironically the same year i came to terms with my own transsexual bigender bisexuality awareness, personally identifying as a versatile bigender bisexual in preferrence in remaining as i am of delight of purely 100% BEing of the sexual enjoyment of both sexes, which automatically makes me purely bisexual, loving of you all, no matter your current orientation, knowing how purely i do enjoy being just as any of you, truly i know deeply and purely in my sexual exploration delight, i really really am the same fun loving spiritedness of every one of you fun loving lovers forever more. God blesses all

you do all realize i am of God's wise compassionate spiritual war with you that i have already won?

you do all realize i am of God's wise compassionate spiritual war with you that i have already won? ~ you are all capable of ‘that’ of a wise divine child of God’s wisdom light truth of all untruth humiliation revealing, for sake of the many divine self unknowingly bound in captivity, of the many of eternal all who exist the world over unaware they are bound in horrid dark false tabooo generational falsely taught forefather captivity ignorances, where only by means of one's divine true ‘real’ self flawless healing true 'real' divine self feelings as yOUR own in purely feeling the humliation of these false ego teachings, is sight restored to one's soul, as yOUR own. bless you all forever more

bless you Matt

it is the true nature of the divine child dying who has more faith in the true nature of the divine self you, than most any of you are of the true nature of the divine child dying. Not a judgement, rather revealing truth of binding blinding falsehood untruth of the divine child of God's heart mind body spirit and soul asleep in forefather drowning dark captivity ignorances, the chains now broken, set free by God, are you not? bless you all with peace grace love and happiness true nature of your divine self i have come to know within, within eternal all you, forever more

The yet taboo ignorant unaccepting world

The yet taboo ignorant unaccepting world ~ Suicide is a mixture of unhealed unresolved issues, combined with lack of taking ownership responsibility of our loving self, wisely, insightfully, over time, patience, understanding cultivation of our own wiser capable helmsperson inner true self, that manifests like it does, as unhealed hurtful masking rage of truly shortsighted tunnel vision victim mentality irrational final act of defiance in exiting away out of this physical existence with us all like they proudly do, indicative of the truth, of the projection transference immaturity of the world they ran in, in likeness and form of the passive aggressive behavioral suicider. DON'T DO IT! YOU ARE LOVED BY ME! says Jesus, God and i, your most loving true and faithful brother. bless you. peace BE to you. forever more

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the only offense any of you are clearly not of duty in your (yet) unwise hearts of payment overdue, obviously is ‘that’ of turning towards the constant TRUTH of divine self-love awareness YOU R all of, in fearlessly following the flawless healing constant love feelings the unattended child of God within you waits apon in constant yearning intuitive knowingness that only love feels good enough to always feel and be of at all times.

It is your divine self who knows the truth of God’s words i wisely speak as one who is without doubt what the kingdom of heaven constantly is, just as the child of nonattendance in starvation is of constant awareness each blessed day of intuitive feeling dismay (con)fusion knowingness as to the useless arrogance of the self-serving gross materialistic ones led astray all this time since Jesus pointed to the TRUTH long ago of what is the ring thru their noses leading them to and fro as it yet does.

Any of you who approach ‘me’ with all your useless unwise falsity ill repute malice of chosen words chatter against Jesus, against God, against your own divine child of God waiting, against the divine child of God in starvation who will DIE from your OBVIOUSLY (yet) unwise spiritual death today, DIRECTLY as a result of all you (yet) in starvation of God’s divine WILL objective for divine self-love awareness wisdom, well, i ask, when are you going to purely realize the TRUTH of Holy Sacred words wisely spoken by Jesus, as to who it is you are all hurting with neglectful deathful oppressive destructive abandonment false generational forefather teaching led astray slavery of worldly possessions, of your divine pure loving spirits yet bound in dark captivity egocentric arrogance blindness of the wise TRUTH?

‘that’ is what the sacred divine self-love awareness halo wisdom kingdom of heaven perspective 'constantly' is

in this world, the (worldly)slave serves the (supposed)free (ring masters of deception)

in the kingdom of heaven wise halo perspective of divine self-love awareness TRUTH, the wise loving compassionate free serve the slave yet bound in false captivity of ring master decpetion, as it was when Jesus walked the earth, as it yet is of all we who walk the earth as the holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of the divine child of God’s pure true heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU forever more.

‘that’ (un)kind of delinquency?

i will ask you all one final request, in the name of God

go alone before a starving child weeping of tears who is alone, neglected and afraid this day of eternal day divine self-love awareness, and explain to the child in your own choice of words you decide to say directly to the child, why it is you cannot attend to the child as you walk away with backs turned to the weeping child you leave behind to die.

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cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet

cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet ~ We are rising up out of wretched illness of generational falsehood lying hearts of the bitter spiritual death cup of ill repute falsity malice (yet) damning and damaging to our pure spirited TRUE ONEness Sameness Constant Divine Flawless Healing Feeling divine child of God's heart mind body spirit and soul of our true 'real' Self, inclucive of all those who say nothing, we KNOW all too often, purely in our hearts what those of spiritual death unwise lunatic ignorance suicide think of us so falsely in ill repute malice hypocrisy heart like so many (yet) do like they do daily. Sadly, wisely, compassionately we remain in our awareness of all unTRUTH TRUTH that serves us daily in purely knowing without doubt those who chose to remain without our love in places we cannot find rest in all those unknowingly snared by spiritual death lunatic falsity ill repute malice spiritual suicide of the unwise poisonous cups they drink from and offer us to drink from. Cast from you the absured untrue falsity cup of bitterness they offer you to drink from and drink from true cup that is sweet loving TRUTH cup overflowing with only pure love in your hearts of your true 'real' self like my own, lest their falsity spiritual suicide becomes your spiritual death falsely led astray by hateful lunatic unwise false self others, suicide. bless you all

++ He was shot in the back and died, accused of stealing a bag of rice the boy was carrying, that had fallen off a truck....i can't stop crying over him dying like he did there on the street, of a beautiful sunny day that i witnessed, hear in the year 2010. ~ to the officer who shot him, i say this on behalf of the boy he shot, "some, in the grip of spiritual death and corruption, moved on, mocking and scoffing of degenerative crude lies and partnered stupidity of evil malaise, hypnotised as if in a lunatic dream of spiritual suicide, not knowing their birthright is Eternal Life of Eternal Day Light Self-Love Awareness of flawless healing feeling divine self ONEness sameness of eternal ALL YOU." ~ a shine always in remembrance of him, of one i had not ever met, don't even know his name, just his face on the news of him choking and gasping for breath thru his own blood coming out of hs mouth. Vile wretchedness in the heart of the one who came his way, a supposed police officer who is to 'serve and protect', who walked away and left him to die, with no police report filed, a murderer. May the boy's precious life taken away from him, serve us all as constant remembrance of thee untruth truth of all false vile wretchedness in the hearts of many, of what yet stems from the mad flood generational ignorances of death destruction and oppresion of the divine child of God's self within us all, darkness lurkning that yet grips this (yet) unwise world falsely like it does. blessing to his loving family forever more. May God grant us courage to speak fearless TRUTH of all TRUTH and unTRUTH we bare witness 2. bless you all 4ever more ++

Thursday, November 19, 2009

A Mysterious Female Deity, stressing the importance of the essential "I Am-ness(es)".

Also known as the "Perfect Mind"(divine true self awareness of I AM ALL yet in process evolving of one eternal generation past present future), it contains parallels with ancient Indian literature which refers to the I AM form(s).
~ keep in mind this may be of a spiritual Deity, such as Seth, or God....we just don't know, and yet the words appear perfect in wise descerning macro thinking protective wisdom that shields one who comes fully into preferred priority valuing of their exceeding grace divine self eternal day light awareness stature, as i am, in standing in the kingdom of heaven love wise nurturing awakening protective halo devoid of doubt in constant descerning protective awareness of all who haphazardly unwisely unknowingly unaware approach, in what amounts to affirmation reassurance oneness knowingness certainty devoid of doubt platitude one eventaully arrives at, with who ever this Deity may be, clearly one who purely is aware of the unwise haphazard plodding along in life world around them without a wise helmsman like so many obviously do, just as we too have and do)

I have issued from a Great Power
and visit all who contemplate 'me';
I have been discovered by those
who search diligently(meditatively, only alone in surrendering to our own exceeding graceful higher subtle intellect awareness of true self like we do).

Pay attention, those that meditate upon 'me',
and listen well!(Slowly in purely feeling thru what is of wise macro thinking descerning awareness of all truth(s) and untruth(s), divine self eternal day wisdom light of both truth(s), true nature, and untruth(s), defense mechanism falsehood masks we unknowingly create and hide behind, awareness light that constantly serves in constant feeling awareness of all who approach.)

All of you who are patiently waiting,
take 'me' to your Self!

Don't dismiss 'me' from your mind(be of priority valuing connecting with your preferred authentic exceeding graceful true nature 'real' YOU)
and don't let your inner voices despise 'me'(learned behavioural falsehood interal fears(old tapes) that stem from/created from external fearful generational unwise falsehoods, such as tabooness on homosexuality that lends to internal homophobia of self);
don't forget 'me' at any time or place; be watchful!(awake and aware of all who unwisely approach)

I am the first and the last,(same eternal door of truth awareness one takes their stand in, beginning and end of surrendering entering into full awareness coming into eternal day light of true 'real' flawless intuitive self of primal beginning, eternal same thru the last, )
I am both respected(aware) and ignored(unaware),
I am both harlot and holy(divine self of eternal all YOU of those yet in transition evolving internalizing awakening of one eternal generation all YOU past present future, in what is of any 'real' self in life experience out of the snaring mad flood binding generational drowning ignorances of death destruction and oppression of the pure flawless healing exceeding graceful divine true 'real' self eternal all YOU we all are intutitively born as, merely lacking of God's wise divine self intuitive wisdom protecting, nurturing awareness knowingness certainty devoid of the absurd useless unwise fearful binding false doubtfulnesses, that are indeed snaring)

more later......giving new meaning to 'More than a Feeling, yes?' lol :D :D

water finds it’s own level eventually….those that do not pure truly care to know ‘me’ in order to purely truly love ‘me’ in following whatever may be of their snaring mad flood drowning ignorances, such as alcohol and/or drug use in following those in likeness and form in the raging river of death destruction and oppression of our precious pure loving holy joyful absolute carefree happiness spiritedness of ‘me’.

well, i pray for you all that you come free of the mad flood generational drowning river i too once was caught up in, that nearly did take my own precious life, and did take the life of my first boyfriend Troy, who died consequentially of his alcohol drug use and friends of alcohol drug use he chose to run with, among other unresolved issues, of what was my past life learning experience that did teach ‘me’ the depth of my wise spirit, and the depth of the raging drowning river i was caught in, as to the true nature of the beasts of generational mad flood drowning ignorances of death destruction and oppression of holy joyful absolute carefree happiness YOU of eternal all YOU.

bless you all

God is TRUTH
God is LOVE
God is with YOU always

my deepest issue in life, has always been having my own children, so perhaps purely mentally, emotionally, spiritually i am paving the way for this in my life, in casting alcohol and drug use out of God’s house of love and peace, unlike the forefather household i grew up in, i truly do adhere to God’s law, no alcohol allowed in God’s house of love and peace, for sake of my children, for sake of ‘me’

clearly my life has been one continuous awakening fully into my own awareness of what has been of my every blessed step all these years, all the same now, since childhood, the same lessons over and over again and again, all pointing in the same direction i have been looking towards for so long, that pure true absolute pure place within, my love is TRUTH, no desire to deny my own divine self TRUTH any longer, of only love and peace feels good enough for ‘me’, and God willing, my children some blessed day, who you know without doubt, i will encourage them in a blessed path safe and clear of all these learned forefather behaviourals, in my looking to God who is of my pure introspections daily, always there, the undeniable TRUTH, LIFE, WAY.

i am set free from the generational mad flood drowning ignorances of death destruction and oppression of ‘me’

lead by example of who you authentically purely truly R

the mark of a true artist who’s only desire is for others to come fully into awareness of what is the sacred pure true place we dwell in as our ‘real’ self set free.

bless you all

God is LOVE
God is YOU

what we are is not just of sex, no, we are a wholeness of yOUR well being physical mental emotional sexual spiritual Wise Loving well BEing at all times.

compatibility of the well being with others is of ALL yOUR ability for overflowing abundant holy joyful absolute carefree happiness, provided a wise helmsperson is present, ‘that’ of the Wise Loving Spiritual BEing YOU

bless you all

if it’s not 100% authentic true pure ‘real’ love sincerely of the ‘real’ YOU…….i don’t want it……

‘it’ being all the false spirits of imitation, the lackluster zeal, insincere spiel speak extravagantly lip service, the patronizing waste my motherfucking time Biyatches!

lol

oh, somebody just fuck me for fuck sakes! haha

that’s not begging is it?
im not resorting to begging am i?

[silence fills the room, no one saying a word, Andyy feeling the sense of their not wanting to laugh out loud, hesitation so as not to leave Andyy feeling as though a joke, something wrong with him, her......]

every day feels purely blessed to me, of what is going on daily in our war on drugs, the death, the destruction, the oppression that yet grips the unwise world as we speak, feeling what is to come is already come, my being hear with you, speaking and feeling what is of authentic ‘real’ we all purely easily see with clarity, all the bullshit facades, the insincerity of divine ‘real’ self submerge of so many, the oppression, the regression degeneration that flows from forgetfulness that is yet drowning the earth, infecting soul and body, veiling the soul like a cloak and stopping one from abiding purely and truly in the heart, the constant ‘real’ concern for the future of beloved children of what is our wise alert awake stature kingdom of heaven halo perspective of TRUTH that is everywhere, in every corner of everyone’s blessed life, family, friends, lovers…………’me’

So don’t be swept away by this mad drowning flood of the ongoing generational binding false spirits of imitations everyone.

Find the true way into yOUR blessed pure true divine constant overflowing abundantly wise compassionate loving heart!
Look for a good teacher to show you the path to the gates of yOUR intuitive remembrance of the true ‘real’ YOU constantly there in constant yearning hopefulness knowingness certainty awaiting for genuine safe conducive passage opening wide the soul of eternal all YOU who are there in this moment.
Where there is wise light radiant brilliant bright like the constant sun shining above within YOU, free from fearful blinding binding falsehood darknesses of heart mind body spirit and soul, the divine wise eternal day light(YOU) of the unfailing TRUTH of all TRUTHs and unTRUTHs constantly everywhere YOU look.

blessings to all

'The sun will have to set,
on all our old ways,
will surely rise again,
for a brand new day.

If we give up what we are wanting,
and hold on to what we need,
stop the pointless searching,
for something at our feet.

Slow down, one more step to grace.

Slow down, it's really not a race.'

~ Cody Sewall, Native American ~ welcome to the front lines of God's war Biyatch! :D

It is always just one more at ease 'step to grace', merely by turning purely towards 'that' of exceedingly graceful

YOU

'that' i know

each blessed day you wake to

bless you all

forever more

hi Cody

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At the heart’s core
abides in all, Peace
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Grace
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Truth
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Love
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, ‘me’
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

Athe the heart’s core
abides in all, Free
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Jesus
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Light
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, God
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, You
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Willing
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Surrending
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Perfecting
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Heaven’s
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

At the heart’s core
abides in all, Lover’s
love love love galore
wanting wanting wanting more

The greatest hidden treasure one looks for, they already have, is who you all purely are within at all times.

Do not deny the TRUTH, of what is constantly purely always true, of the divine self all YOU, in what is of the only value, of the Blessed Life, of the divine child of God all YOU………..Only Love

Woe to all you who speak of greater value, than the flawless healing feelings of the divine child of God eternal all YOU, leading your divine self and others away from TRUTH, of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul, where already you purely already know the TRUTH, of the flawless feelings, in knowing who you really really R

Loved by God
Loved by Mary
Loved by Jesus
Loved by ALL, who know the divine true ‘real’ YOU,
as Mary , Jesus and God know YOU

Wise Self-Love Awareness Protective Halo TRUTH, sets you free, from unwise willful want, of death destructive oppressive self-harm, over blessed divine true 'real' YOU. Do not let them win, what they cannot ever win, the Wise Heart of YOU, of UNFAILING TRUTH of YOU vs all failing untrue generational unwise learned falsehoods of death destruction and oppression.

bless you bless you bless you

ALL

forever more

++

+ 'Take Care 2 BEware' + of those who purely are your true faithful safe and supportive friends, in constantly defending your divine self from those who clearly haphazardly plodding along in life aimlessly without the + 'Wise Helmsman YOU' + , in God's eyes, and those who obviously are not, where YOUR LIFE, is always of wise decision making YOU make for yOUR own divine self, that amounts to exactly what is of each passing moment of + 'Each Blessed Day YOU Wake 2' + , of + 'Healthy Truth(s) Choices' + vs + 'unHealthy unTruth(s)Choices' + , for sake of the constant flawless healing feeling loving YOU....at all times.

REMEMBER! + 'Each Blessed Day' + , is always made up of + 'yOUR Healthy Choices' + , and + 'yOURunHealthy Choices' + , that you make for YOU, of + 'yOUR Blessed Life' + , 'that' which BElongs exclusively only to YOU, God, Jesus, Mary....and 'me' of course, the one you can easily see, any time you purely feel like 'me'!

get it? feel like 'me'? feel like i do? feel like sleeping over? feel like wild flower clover? feel like unhung over? feel like a box of Stover? feel like a push over? feel like playing Beethover?....did i spell the right? :D :D

Listen!
BE quiet!
Enough talk!

START with consistent DAILY addressing yOUR physical WELL BEing, that directly affects/effects yOUR Mental Emotional Sexual and Spiritual WELL BEing!

STRICKLY ADHERE DAILY! to RED40(which is a paint chart color)

RED40 = Rest, Exercise, Diet, 40 days to change a bad habit to a good habit

i cannot give this to YOU or anyone, just as i cannot simply give someone a University Degree

YOU HAVE 2 GIVE IT 2 yOUR SELF!!!!

do as i do

+ 'Wise Self-Love Awareness Protective Halo TRUTH of YOU' + , sets YOU free, from unwise willful want, of death destructive oppressive self-harm, over blessed divine true 'real' YOU. Do not let them win, what they cannot ever win, the Wise Heart of YOU, of UNFAILING TRUTH of YOU vs all failing untrue generational unwise learned falsehoods of death destruction and oppression.

bless you always

#7 'How i feel about you'

6 'Transgendered Grooms'

#5 'Loving Lover Happiness YOU!'

#4 'True Love Grace'

#2 'Homoerotic Love'

thank you Harvey MILK

Homophobia kills our self-love

self denial of too loose boundaries with homophobic oppressive others can be toxic for us

gay bashing is a crime! Report it to your local police!

When the power of love , Over comes the love of power, the world will know peace﻿

Despised we are by the fools(homophobes) of the world, but ever revered by the knowers of the truth

what you bring forth from within you is able to save the 'real you' ~ self-love

We are all the eternal wise compassionate pure flawless loving divine child of God within

smile on your brothers! ;D :D

the new bigender flag, created in 2009

Toronto's first Transsexual march i walked in, 2009, ironically the same year i came to terms with

you do all realize i am of God's wise compassionate spiritual war with you that i have already won?

bless you Matt

i am HIV+

Practice safe sex!!!!!!!!!

love others as you love your self

i love you

The yet taboo ignorant unaccepting world

Always should be someone you really love

Happiness is YOU

bless you Damon

!Emo!

This is God, my cat! lol

hey, why do boys have nipples? i have Always wondered about 'that' ;D :D

Happiness is Jean-Lois and his cousin Antony of Genève, Switzerland!!!! :D :D

Sacred Divine self-love awareness halo wisdom 'kingdom of heaven' perspective

cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you and drink from the true cup that is sweet

We r rising up

He was twenty years old, in the prime of his blessed life

his mom

*prayers* may God bless us all with courage to speak against all vile wretched untruths

madonna and child

Female? Lesbian? Male? Gay? Bisexual? Transexual? Pansexual?

i knew i was gay at age 12

bless you Lawrence

bless you Ellen

lol :D :D :D :D

unwise Willful want of death destructive oppressive self-harm over blessed divine true 'real' YOU.

bless you Troy

Sensitive Homoerotic Art

Thursday, November 19, 2009

A Mysterious Female Deity, stressing the importance of the essential "I Am-ness(es)".

God bless you Troy

boys 'do' cry!

Life Issues that matter to me

When the power of love , Over comes the love of power, the world will know peace

prayers may God bless us all with courage to speak against all vile wretched untruths